Hiccups, Insomnia and Me

I really would like to go to sleep. I have this dumb quirk where I tend to have insomnia around the anniversary of deaths of folks I love and right now is a year since my brother died. I tell myself it's not going to happen and it ignores me. To make matters worse, I've had an ongoing case of hiccups. Ever tried to sleep while your body jerks uncontrollably every few seconds? ARGH! So the loud scream you hear around 4 am for the last few nights? Yep, that's me.