GRRRRR

One more note for today. I may have figured out how to continue to live with this "coincidence". I am continuing all the meds my doctor wants me to take, continuing with the extra fluids AND I've added the liquid version of the generic NyQuil and DayQuil. Since the NyQuil helps me sleep longer than 3 minutes before I cough, that's obviously the nighttime meds. I take them every four hours whether I need them or not. I've gotten more done today than I have in two months. Still feel lousy but that seems to be the only way I'm suppose to feel.

Now the two questions I have: Why am I no longer shuddering when I take the liquid medicine? Gotten used to it or maybe even unwittingly decided that since it is helping me to survive, I like it better? Can you get hooked to the stuff? Other question - If I'm "sick" for more than three months does that mean my normal way of feeling has changed and then if I get "well", will I then be sick? Maybe, I just better go back to bed where insane questions don't interrupt my new way of "life" UGH.